I woke the next night to find Bronwyn missing from my side.  I slowly got up and clothed, moving gracefully in the complete darkness.  Black bondage pants, red t-shirt, a black hoodie, and my faithfull cd player complete the package as I walk out the door looking down at the beach.  Such a beautiful night for a good hunt, I suppose that that is where Bronwyn has gone off to. 

As soon as I steped off of the front steps of our home I became painfully aware of someone watching me, stalking me in the shadows which I am normally alone in.  I looked back and saw two pairs of glowing green eyes watching my every move.  I kept moving and found the crowd of night time revelers around the local night clubs which Bronwyn and I often visit to find our next meal.  I plunged into them, trying to loose thoe damn eyes that had been fallowing me the entire night.  I made it out the other side of one of the clubs and out onto the beach where I walked under the peir.  I looked behind me and could no longer see the eyes that had been tracking my every move, but now I could feel two presances near me, mimicking my every move as they fallowed me.  I approached the other side of the peir and was instantly aware of the hand that was about to fall on my shoulder.  I let it fall and then grabed it while twisting it behind the owners back. 

"Who are you?" I hissed into his ear.

"The last face you will ever see you piece of shit newbie!" He turned and spat in my face while swinging a fist into my midsection.

With that I backed up and looked at him.  Damn he's a beast!  I thought to myself as he aproached once again.  Obviously not knowing that I was not as weak as he had first thought so as soon as he was in reach i jabed out with my fist and caught him square in the throat, throwing him backwords and into the sand.  I walked up to him and what I saw in his gaze almost blew my mind, I knew this man, although we had never met, I knew exactly who he was.  He was created by my grandfather and was now trying to kill me. How pathetic! I thought If my grandfater ever knew how much of a weakling his one creation of the night was he would slay him him self.  I walked over and put my foot across he throat.

"Do you know who I am?"  I asked him without ever moving my mouth.

"No, and I do not care to find out."

"Good, because you are trying to kill one of you own creater's blood line, and i have a feeling that he would be verry dissapointed indeed if he ever found out.  So i am going to do you a little favor..."  With that I picked him up off of his feet and sank my teeth into his neck, draining the life from his body, sucking him dry, and then breaking his neck.  I then took him and threw his remains in the ocean.  Fuck him, I thought as I walked away he deserves nothing better than to rot and be pecked away at on the bottom of the ocean.

Well, that takes care of one of the things i felt fallowing me.  As I was walking I was able to focus all of my energy on just the one thing left fallowing me and was relieved as i felt a wave of heat pass through my cold body. Ah yes, I do believe I have found Bronwyn.

At that moment I felt two arms wrap softly around my waste and two shrap fangs scrape along the side of my neck, leaving a trail of chills in their path. "Good evening Shade, did you sleep well?"

I turned to kiss her. "Of coursed my dearest."

Thus began my first night in my new un-life, and I was dead set on impressing my mistress.  I had already shown her that I had become acustumed with some of my new powers, but I wanted to show her how beautiful a creature she had created in me.

We were crouched high up on the roofs of one of the local resturaunts that over looked the beach, invisable to all of those passing below us, watching them pass, ignorant to the two dealers of death eyeing them from above.  I could tell that Bronwyn was growing restless with her thirst, and I was in despriate need of my first taste of human blood.  Bronwyn pulled me close and purred into my ear that the choice was mine, take whome I please, with that i kissed her full on the mouth before leaping into the dark evening air.  Effortlessly soring to almost twenty feet above where we had been purched, and droping soundlessly behind a younge lady, trying her hardest to force out of her mind thoughts of suicide and self destruction.  I knew that she would not make it through the night, whether it was my doing or not.  I fallowed her into a small dank apartment, knowing that Bronwyn was not far from us, i walked up behind the girl, silently, pulling her head to one side and before sinking my fangs in I whisperd that it would all be better very soon for her.  I drained her, down to her last drop of the life giving fluid and stoped, leting the last of her blood drain out of her as she passed from this world and away from her nightmares.

It was then Bronwyn's turn to feed as I fallowed her out into the street, we walked down onto the beach and I was overcome with a longing for Bronwyn.  I took her into my arms and kissed her gently pulling her sleek body against mine. "Why do you need some worthless mortals blood tonight, Bronwyn? Take from me, fill yourself of me, let me be your life source. Let me be yours tonight."

With that we were back in Bronwyn's chamber, or at least i was, i could not see her anywhere. I heard her voice behind me but turned around to find her no where. Then there was a brush of lips on my cheek, I spun and she was gone, finally out of the shadows to my side she lept pinning me to the wall and letting my clothes fall to the ground.  I felt her nude body pressed up against mine as the led me to the bed.  Pinning me down she slid herself down on top of me, grinding her hips onto me taking me deeper.  I was euphoric, feeling her wettness coating me as she leaned in and softly kissed the nape of my neck before letting her fangs slide through the flesh releasing my blood into her mouth.  She fed for me untill she was satasfied, her passion growing more intense the more blood she consumed.  Once she was finished we collapsed into a heap together, me still inside of her, cradaling her head in my hands and staring into her beautiful blue eyes, ringed in the red of blood from the fresh feeding, before i finally gave into sleep as the sun rose over the horizon, weak from giving so, and satasfied from being one with my mistress.

I slept through the entire day after that wonderful night with Bronwyn, living in complete bliss.  I dreamt so many dreams as sleep was washing over me, it was almost as though I was learning of the real me for the first time.  I rememberd the feeling I felt before Kristin arrived with Bronwyn, it was almost as if I could feel her coming, the air around me was vibrating with her energy and I knew that as a human I had never felt anything like it before.  It felt like something was waking up inside of me as she drew nearer, some ancient beast that had not shown its face in ages.  I knew then, that despite what I thought, I was not as normal as I believed myself to be. Why would she be "intrigued" by me?

As I was pondering the night before I slowly swung my feet off the edge of the bed and put my feet onto the floor and was shocked at how cold it felt.  I was shocked at how everything felt, how different everything felt, how amazing everything felt.  I got up and walked towards my bathroom and looked into the mirror expecting to see two gaping holes in my neck only to find two small spots of scars and my eyes were completly black.  Also I realized i was seeing everything as clear as day and I had not even hit the light switch. "Strange." I thought as i reached out for the switch. "Maybe its stuck on." As I fliped the switch on the room was filled with blinding light as ran screaming out of the room and slamed the door shut.

After i had recovered from my initial shock I walked out of my house into the night and it felt amazing, brand new almost.  I could see, well sense everything is a better way of putting it, but i could feel life all around me. Life passing me by with the times, I then realized that this gift also carries a curse with it, a curse that will bind me to this world for the rest of eternity. However long that may be.  Although, the thought did not disturb me as much as it should have, perhaps it was the fact that I was not alone in this eternity.

I stretched my arms out wide, embracing the entire night in my grasp, and listining to all the noise that filled the air around me, people whispering, talking, screaming (some in pain others ecstasy), their thoughts and dreams, i was hearing it all.  I beagan walking along the street watching the steam coming off of the pavment as the rain hit the hot surface.  As i moved along i was nothing but a shadow whispering through the mist, no one saw me or heard me for that matter, and i just made my way towards the beach.

As I made my way towards the board walk i could see Bronwyn staring at me from one of the roof tops and all it took was the thought of being behind her and i was already there, standing behind her watching her look around for where i had gone. I leaned in and gently scraped my teeth along the nape of her neck. She spun in shock and then laughed.

"I am impressed, Shade, that was a nice trick, you do learn fast."

I nodded and then stood there awaiting the orders of this beautiful creature, my wonderful creater, the only one i would answer to from now on.

Well, well, well, the time has come at last for me to share with you the story of my creation.  The sick, seductive, beautiful story of the night I met Bronwyn, the most beautiful creature to ever be undead. ::grins:: 

            It began on one certain evening while I was sitting alone at home, indulging in some of the more toxic pleasures of this earth, when I received a telephone call from one of my close friends, telling me that she had someone that I should meet.  So of course I said yes, being the extreme introvert that I am, I decided I would look but not talk.  So they arrived and my plans disintegrated as I watched Bronwyn’s graceful form unfold from the car.

            I could feel her, actually feel her strength and power radiating from her, slam into me and draw me into her.  She was the first to speak.

            “Hello Shade, how are you on this marvelous evening?” She asked.

            “Uh, fine.” I said in my graceful manner.

            Bronwyn left with her friend to go to a local club for the evening, but as she was leaving I heard her whisper inside me. “I’ll be back for you shade, you intrigue me.”

            “That was strange,” I thought “it must be the alcohol.”  With that I turned to go back inside and I stretched out on my bed and let my mind wonder to Bronwyn and her beauty, intelligence, and power.  Her slender body was stunning and I could not help but fantasize as to what a beautiful creature such as she could do to me.  With that I suppose I let sleep wash over me.

            I suppose a few hours had passed and then I heard the sound of a breeze whisper through my house and sat up in bed, wide awake, to find Bronwyn sitting on the edge of my bed.  I felt myself being pushed back down, although she had not moved, and my arms were pinned crucifix like, while she was still sitting on the edge of my bed, not moving a muscle.  I lay there and look at her and gracefully she began to move, crawling up my body, her eyes locked with mine, as she softly whispered in my ear asking me if I thought she was beautiful.  “Of course you are!”

            She kissed me, softly at first, then parting my lips softly with her tongue, letting it dance against mine. I felt her hands slowly work down my sides, sliding my silk fighting pants down.  I then realized that she was only wearing a robe and that had come open, I could feel her beautiful body pressed against mine.  Then something strange happened as I felt to razor sharp teeth slide through my skin on the side of my neck letting out a crimson flow of my blood into her mouth.  It was the most sensual thing I had ever felt, lips teeth and warmth.  I began to feel tired as my blood level dwindled, and slowly I lost consciousness.  I awoke with her wrist pressed against my mouth her blood flowing over my lips and I opened my mouth welcoming the burning beauty into my mouth, feeling it take over me.  Her blood was me, and all I wanted was more, I wanted to know more from her, and with her blood I received memories.  Memories of things I could not even begin to fathom, things that horrified me, but at the same time caused me to become very aroused at the pain I saw.

            “Did you turn the lights on?” asked her because the room was very bright and I knew I had turned them off before collapsing.

            “What lights?” She answered all of my questions with that simple two word phrase.  I knew then that my life would never be the same, and that I was going to learn much more about the gifts that had just been given to me on this night.  It was going to be a very interesting eternity.

PS....Thank you to Scarlet Blood for the icon.

Welcome.  Welcome to a completly differnt way of life for many of you, and for some of you, well you know what it is like to have, how do they say it, "the thirst".  Im sure you will find my entries in this world to say the least, intresting, or so I would hope.  I am sure there will be many intresting stories for you to feast upon....untill then i bid you all adieu.